Life is a tragic and beautiful thing. We need to conjure the strength to get through the tough times in order to see the blessing that was given to us. Some days are harder then others, but with help from those you love nothing is impossible. My writings will express my joy, along with my sorrow of day to day life.
Friday, September 6, 2013
First Love, Last Love
Josh and I started dating when I was 18. I was straight out of high school, thinking I would go off to college, and the last thing I wanted was a relationship. Well I found that usually the things that aren't expected are the best things!
It started off as just hanging out. It was summer and I just wanted to have a little fun before I went off to college. We grabbed some Taco Bell one night after getting off of work at like 10pm. That was the start of our love <3 but I didn't want to lead him on, because I was leaving. Well we hung out a couple more times, went shopping, out to lunch and stuff like that. Then one day (August 20th to be exact lol) We decided to go see the Rocker in theaters. Well Josh held my hand that day. I knew it was over for me, I was head over heals for this guy!
Yes I have had boyfriends in the past, none that I said the L word to. I didn't believe in love in high school or younger, I didn't think it existed because you didn't understand love at this age. Well, at 18 I thought I was too young for the L word as well, but I had never felt this way about anyone. He wasn't my type, but oh man was I in love with him.
I never once thought that it was just a summer fling once we got together. A part of me knew that I would be with him the rest of my life.
Well here we are, over 5 years later, husband and wife, and still so much in love. That summer was the very memorable and will stay with me forever.
I am proud to say that Josh is my first love and will be my last love. Not everyone can say that about the person they are with. I am so thankful that I found him and can't wait for what life with bring to us next. We will have many beautiful summers together!
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