On one note I am excited because I will finally get to watch tv and relax a little when I am off but he is at work, plus it will be nice to get some more money again :)
However this summer was nice, being able to go out of town whenever we wanted, getting honey doos done, as well as spending much needed time together.
When he is working he is completely engulfed with school, it is all he talks about and all he does. I know it's the life of a teacher and I will have to get used to that, but when we are supposed to be having us time, the last thing I want to hear is what so and so did in class.
I know it's all new and exciting, but is it selfish of me to want more of his attention? I want to be the most important tHing in his life. He loves me, I know that. ..
Maybe I just want to be as passionate about something as he is about teaching. I have yet to find something that makes me obsessed. Am jelous? Maybe
Maybe i just need more hobbies or to find a career that i love. What that is i don't know, but i do know that there is something out there for me, i jUst need to find out what that is.
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